i'm involved in a dilemma. i know that i'm bored and frustrated with everything, that i don't do much other than watch lots of films these days. i haven't felt creative in months. well, little spurts of creativity occur but nothing major. it's tough because i know that when i produce something that people respond to it - but i'm not truly in it for a response. scratch that - i'm not in it for praise. everything i do in the arts (or in life) is for a reaction or to see how people discuss it. that is the truth. so i suppose that my lack of creativity has something to do with the fact that i don't care what people think right now and that i don't have anything to say/contribute. i'm simply in a rut.
that being said - i'm attempting to watch zelig (i just watched crimes and misdemeanors as well as children of men ... not a lot to do when you're sick and your girl is outta town) and my lesbian neighbours are having their usual thursday night pre-drink and i want to bash heads (or maybe be an old man and file a noise complaint). either way - fuck you dykes!
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